Title: Anata ga...Inai 「あなたが…いない」
English: You are...not here
By: Minami Kuribayashi (栗林みな実)
From: School Days 「スクールデイズ」 (Normal ED)

Romaji

egao ga yuragu
koe ga furueru
nijindeku keshiki

nakayoku naritakute koe kaketa no
junsui na hitomi mabushikute
chikaku ni itai kara motto motto
chiisana itami wa shiranai furi

hontou ni taisetsu na hito wo
itsunoma ni te ni ireta no?
hashaideru itsumo yori oshaberi ne?
tsukisasaru genjitsu

egao ga yuragu
koe ga furueru
kidzukarenu youni utsumuku
anata ga...inai
koko niwa...inai
wakariaeta noni umaranai kyori

kotoba kawasu dake de ureshiku naru
yasashii hitomi ni tsutsumarete
hitamuki na kimochi ni obienagara
seiippai no omoi sotto sasageta

hontou ni taisetsu na deai
yukkuri to hagukumitai
todoketai todokanai itsu kara ka
fuan dake fukuramu

hanareru koto ga unmei nante...
zutto kono mama to shinjiteta
anata ga...inai
koko niwa...inai
ukeirerarezu ni sagashitsudzuketa

namida ga tsutau
kotoba ga kieru
karamaru omoi hodokenai
anata ga...inai
koko niwa...inai
yukisaki nakushita kodoku na tameiki

egao de iru kara...suki de isasete

English

My smile trembles
And my voice shakes
In this blurring scenery.

I talked to you because I wanted to know you better.
Your pure eyes are so bright.
I want to to be closer to you, so more and more
I pretend to forget the tiny achings.

When did you finally get the person you love?
You seem lively and more talkative than usual.
I am in pain as I face this reality.

My smile trembles
And my voice shakes
I look down and pretend I'm alright.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
Though we understood each other,
There exists an unfillable gap between us.

Just exchanging a few words with you makes me happy.
Embraced by your gentle eyes,
I trembled at my real feelings.
But still I quietly offered you all my heart.

I want to slowly develope
Our truly precious meeting.
I want reach you, but I can't.
And before I know it, only my fear grows.

I've always believed,
That we were never meant to be.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
I couldn't accept this, so I kept on searching.

The tears are telling.
The words are fading.
The teasing emotions won't leave me alone.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
With nowhere else to go, I let out a sigh of solitude.

I will continue to smile...so please let me love you.

Kanji

笑顔がゆらぐ
声が震える
にじんでく景色

仲良くなりたくて声かけたの
純粋な瞳まぶしくて
近くにいたいから　もっともっと
小さな痛みは知らないフリ

本当に大切な人を
いつのまに手に入れたの？
はしゃいでる　いつもよりおしゃべりね？
突き刺さる現実

笑顔がゆらぐ
声が震える
気疲れぬようにうつむく
あなたが…いない
ここには…いない
わかりあえたのに埋まらない距離

コトバ交わすだけで嬉しくなる
優しい瞳に包まれて
ひたむきな気持ちに怯えながら
精一杯の想い　そっと捧げた

本当に大切な出逢い
ゆっくりとはぐくみたい
届けたい　届かない　いつからか
不安だけふくらむ

離れることが運命なんて…
ずっとこのままと信じてた
あなたが…いない
ここには…いない
受け入れられずに探し続けた

涙が伝う
コトバは消える
からまる想い　ほどけない
あなたが…いない
ここには…いない
ゆき先なくした　孤独なため息

笑顔でいるから…好きでいさせて